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oursin ([personal profile] oursin) wrote2025-12-10 07:10 pm

Wednesday went for the annual eye-test

What I read

Finished Saving Suzy Sweetchild, which has our protag not only dealing with the usual movie hassle but being called in to deal with the papers of a suddenly deceased in possibly suspicious circumstances academic, as well as (with the usual cohorts) trying to work out what exactly the game is with the apparent kidnapping for ransom of child star, who is beginning to age out of cuteness. We observe that the classic sleuths may sometimes have had two mysteries on their hands but very seldom had to multitask like this.

Some while ago I read an essay by Ursula Le Guin on the novels of Kent Haruf: I fairly recently picked up Our Souls at Night (2015), which is more or less novella length, as a Kobo deal, and it was well-written, and unusual if very low-key, and I daresay I might venture on more Haruf but am in no great rush to do so.

Then on to Upton Sinclair, The Return of Lanny Budd (1953) - perhaps not quite as good as the earlier entries in the series - some of it felt a bit info-dumpy - Lanny and his friends who are promoting peace face the problem of Soviet Stalinist Communism in the Cold War era. I can't help contemplating them and thinking that they are probably going to be sitting targets for HUAC in a few years' time, because they are coming at the issue from a democratic socialist perspective and I suspect their Peace Program is going to be considered deeply sus by McCarthyism. Also, Lanny jnr is going to be of draft age come the 1960s....

On the go

To lighten the mood, Alexis Hall, Audrey Lane Stirs the Pot (Winner Bakes All #3) arrived yesterday.

Up next

The new (double-issue) Literary Review

Also (what was in the straying parcel last week) Dickon Edwards (whom some of you may remember from LJ days?) Diary at the Centre of the Earth: Vol. 1.

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oursin ([personal profile] oursin) wrote2025-12-10 09:44 am

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Happy birthday, [personal profile] cofax7!
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radiantfracture ([personal profile] radiantfracture) wrote2025-12-09 03:58 pm

Vital question re: Tablet XII is Canon patch

What is best?

1. A patch with just the text "Tablet XII is Canon"
2. A patch with this text and the shape of the broken tablet above or below it
3. A patch that's in the shape of the broken tablet with the text written on the tablet?

Font would be vaguely cuneiform-y but legible.

For aesthetics, so far as I can tell with very sketchy research the best Tablet XII fragment is shaped kind of like this:



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flemmings ([personal profile] flemmings) wrote2025-12-09 03:30 pm
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The art gallery with the trompe l'oeil painting now has an artist who does houses in fresh acrylic colours and boy do I want one of those. I'm a suck for houses in paintings, so much so that people have commented on it. The three Yoshitoshi up the stairs all suggest houses with their verandahs; the Albert Franck my sister passed on to me when she moved into her apartment is a street scene; the fake Franck in the front room is a view of the back of some very Toronto houses; the Evening at Kuerner's Wyeth print in the bedroom has a house, the only light in that brown autumnal landscape; even the Foxfires at Musashino in the side room shows the far off thatch roofed houses, which many printings black out. Yes I have other prints with no houses (Hiroshige's lumberyards, Hasui's Magome, Petit's Mt. Fuji) but those synchronise with colour schemes. Houses are what I want. But I already have a large picture of a house, a watercolour that needs to be reframed except that, when framed, I can't see it properly. And those acrylics cost: 5000 for the smaller 12x16 inch ones, probably over 10,000 for the large ones. But still...

In other news, if one turns on the overhead lights in the middle room, one finds the ID fallen on the floor under the table and half underneath the carpet. So all is well on that front. My fridge does still leak if it's opened but that I can live with until spring. Got out before the worst of the snow fell and have vodka and coolers enough to see me through to next week, so shall hibernate until then.
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sasha_feather ([personal profile] sasha_feather) wrote2025-12-09 12:51 pm

Update on my life

I realized today that a lot of my friends don't know about what I've gone through this year.

Last year in June I moved back to Minnesota to look after my dad. My mom was in the hospital for a month and then moved to a nursing home with sudden-onset dementia (B1 deficiency) secondary to cancer.

I intended to support them temporarily but decided to make it a more permanent move to support them and their many animals. I struggled and kept expecting other family members to step up, but they did not.

I was hospitalized in May 2025 after a seizure. (Two seizures in 3 years means a new diagnosis of epilepsy.) I am missing about a week or 2 of memories from directly after that experience, so I don't know for sure what happened. I was busy looking after my dad and the animals, and then coordinating a move for my parents into assisted living, which I mostly did myself, While recovering from a seizure, with a broken rib.

I don't know why-- again, I don't remember (likely from medication side effects), but no one from the family came to help me directly after the seizure. My dad (who has dementia) and I did it alone. I'm angry about it and need people to know.

I supported my family for a year and half and did not receive any funds, no salary, very little emotional or logistical help from my brother, his wife, or his 4 healthy teenage kids. There is a wider extended family and they didn't show up either. We got some occasional visits but it wasn't enough.

Since moving my parents into assisted living, I have continued to support them in many ways, including looking after their farm and animals, again with no funds.

This week I asked my brother to help me advocate with my dad, to get me some money. He said no. He believes we should sell the farm (where I am now living). He made no mention of any provisions for me.

I'm obviously very upset, but the anger is at least helping me communicate about what is happening. I am reaching out to friends and various family members and trying to raise the alarm to protect myself.

I am safe for the time being but it is not the best idea for me to be living alone. I had intended to find roommates to come live here with me, but there are some barriers, including me not being the property owner, and the house being a bit of a mess. My next step is to directly talk to my parents about this situation. They both have dementia but I think they are capable of understanding my position.

I am currently unsure what the best course of action is moving forward. But I at least want folks to know what is going on. It's been very helpful to talk on the phone with friends who are affirming to me that this is a fucked up way to be treated. It's been a bitter pill to swallow, realizing that my family is exploiting me.

Warm thoughts, mail, messages are all helpful.
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Jesse the K ([personal profile] jesse_the_k) wrote2025-12-09 10:48 am

If you're required to deploy AI

...here's an excellent use-case: feed your strong passphrase text as a prompt to an image generator

from the passphrase string "fabulous tattoo Harvey", Reddit user u/waydomatic and ChatGPT made this cheerful example )

The LLM thinks Harvey is a muscular white guy wearing a skimpy purple Speedo; arms, shoulder and upper chest covered in rose tattoos. He flexes his right arm and flashes a big white smile under his handlebar mustache. Of course he's wearing a rose crown.

Saving the generated image would certainly be more secure than writing down the password.

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oursin ([personal profile] oursin) wrote2025-12-09 04:00 pm

Tidying up some tabs

London Pride has been handed down to us:

Busiest Thoroughfare of the Metropolis of the World - review of book on the history of The Strand.

Over 250,000 images of London from the collections at The London Archives and Guildhall Art Gallery

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Heritage endangered:

On an old cobbled street in a market town, residents say hundreds of years of history are disappearing before their eyes as thieves keep stealing large slabs of Yorkshire stone.

The Royal Society of Medicine is putting some of its rarest books and photographs up for sale at Christie’s this month. Is this a case of medical negligence? Screaming. The GMC should strike them off.

Rare piece of Australia's Indigenous history captured on camera in the desert

According to a local anthropologist in Broome, the photos were taken by a nurse who was volunteering at the La Grange mission.
In his opinion, the images are extraordinary — one of the rare moments of "first contact" on the Australian continent to be captured on camera.
The originals were donated to a Catholic Church archive, which is not accessible to the public.
But it turns out there are copies. On a dusty CD buried in the boxes of an elderly author.

I have a lot of questions here about disinterring the original - I have very cynical thoughts about the church 'archive', as probably a storeroom in a basement somewhere - and in general things which are literally hidden in the (unprocessed, uncared for) archives of some institution.

And at this I can only fall on the floor, weeping and going 'the horror, the horror': [S]ome AI chatbots (such as ChatGPT, Gemini, Copilot, Bard and others) may generate incorrect or fabricated archival references.

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Gender and learning:

The Real Way Schools are Failing Boys - though possibly, just de-emphasise competition, for starters???

Estrogen levels predict enhanced learning (at least in rats....)

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oursin ([personal profile] oursin) wrote2025-12-09 09:36 am

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Happy birthday, [personal profile] bibliofilen and [personal profile] nineveh_uk!
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flemmings ([personal profile] flemmings) wrote2025-12-08 07:29 pm
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Fingers crossed, my freezer seems to have stopped leaking into the fridge area.

Only now I've lost my new Ontario ID card. It was supposed to be on the kitchen table and it isn't. No, actually, it was supposed to have been in my wallet, which will learn me to put things back where they belong the minute I finish gazing at my strange unnatural beauty. Am not up to doing the Lost please replace routine, and certainly not in December. Of course I cut up my old one and threw it out. Let's hope there are no elections in the near future.
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radiantfracture ([personal profile] radiantfracture) wrote2025-12-08 09:20 am

Winter Solstice Haunting TTRPG Game Jam

Hey, I made a little game jam, mostly so that I had a jam whereat to submit my own game:

https://itch.io/jam/winter-solstice-haunting-ttrpg-jam

Make something and I'll try to round folks up to play it!
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Larry Hammer ([personal profile] larryhammer) wrote2025-12-08 08:58 am
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“windy has stormy eyes / that flash at the sound of lies / and windy has wings to fly”

For Poetry Monday, chronologically a little late but still appropriate for this subtropical climate:

November Night, Adelaide Crapsey

Listen …
With faint dry sound,
Like steps of passing ghosts,
The leaves, frost-crisp’d, break from the trees
And fall.


Crapsey (1878-1914) was a teacher and prosodist as well as poet, and this was first published in her (posthumous) first collection, Verses. The form is a cinquain, a fixed syllabic stanza based on Japanese tanka that she developed in her last year of life, before dying of tuberculosis.

---L.

Subject quote from Windy,” The Association.
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oursin ([personal profile] oursin) wrote2025-12-08 03:34 pm

Not the only one having those visions, Margaret....

Margaret Atwood seems to be claiming some kind of unusual prescience for herself when writing The Handmaid's Tale:

Speaking on BBC Radio 4’s Desert Island Discs, Atwood said she believed the plot was “bonkers” when she first developed the concept for the novel because the US was the “democratic ideal” at the time.

Me personally, I can remember that the work reading group discussed it round about the time it first came out - and I remarked that it was getting a lot of credit for ideas which I had been coming across in feminist sff for several years....

I think the idea of a fundamentalist, patriarchal, misogynist backlash was pretty much in people's minds?

I've just checked a few dates.

At least one of the potential futures in Marge Piercy's Woman on the Edge of Time (1976).

Margaret O'Donnell's The Beehive (1980) .

Suzette Haden Elgin's Native Tongue (1984) and sequels.

Various short stories.

Various works by Sheri Tepper.

I'm probably missing a lot.

And assorted works in which there was an enclave or resistance cell of women embedded in a masculinist society.

I honestly don't think a nightmare which was swirling around at the time is something that can be claimed as woah, weird, how did I ever come up with that?

I'm a bit beswozzled by the idea that in the early-mid 80s the USA was a shining city on a hill, because I remember reviewing a couple of books on abortion in US post-Roe, and it was a grim story of the erosion of reproductive rights and defensive rearguard actions to protect a legal right which could mean very little in practice once the 1977 Hyde Amendment removed federal funding, and an increasingly aggressive anti-choice movement.

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flemmings ([personal profile] flemmings) wrote2025-12-07 08:44 pm
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Yes it snowed and no I didn't go out, even if the sidewalks kind of got clear by midday. Kind of. West side of street must have been salted, my side wasn't. Anyway.

Fridge started leaking water inside yesterday. Did it again today. Googled about, something that should drain in the freezer doesn't, caused by gunk or maybe ice though self-defrosting fridges shouldn't have ice. I cleaned the back of the freezer as best I could. Anything further they say requires taking the back of something off which no, not gonna do. Fingers crossed.

Have discovered that adding vodka to hot chocolate makes a lovely warming drink that doesn't upset my tum the way Black Russians do. Doesn't make me tiddly either but relaxes the muscles still. This may become my winter drink of choice.

At Loblaws on Friday a woman was handing out samples of Parma ham, which was so good I bought some from the deli counter. Asked for 200 grams, she accidentally cut me 250, which was a hideous price but hell, Christmas. And figured hell again, sheep lamb, and bought fingerling potatoes, Swiss cheese, and eggs, so that I can subsist on Savoyard omelettes for the next week. Loblaws fingerlings come in bags and are not to be trusted, but I can cut off the bad bits easy enough. Fiesta's are better and their Xmas music is nowhere near as annoying, but Fiesta also has cake slices and I must stay away.
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oursin ([personal profile] oursin) wrote2025-12-07 06:31 pm
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Culinary

This week's bread: Country Oatmeal aka Monastery Loaf from Eric Treuille and Ursula Ferrigno's Bread (2:1:1 wholemeal/strong white/pinhead oatmeal), a bit dense and rough-textured - the recipe says medium oatmeal, which has seemed hard to come by for months now (I actually physically popped into a Holland and Barrett when I was out and about the other day and boy, they are all about the Supplements these days and a lot less about the nice organic grains and pulses, sigh, no oatmeal, no cornmeal, etc etc wo wo deth of siv etc). Bread tasty though.

Friday night supper: groceries arrived sufficiently early in the pm for me to have time to make up the dough and put the filling to simmer for sardegnera with pepperoni.

Saturday breakfast rolls: adaptable soft rolls recipe, 4:1 strong white/buckwheat flour, dried blueberries, Rayner's Barley Malt Extracxt, turned out very nicely.

Today's lunch: savoury clafoutis with Exotic Mushroom Mix (shiitake + 3 sorts of oyster mushroom) and garlic, served with baby (adolescent) rainbow carrots roasted in sunflower and sesame oil, tossed with a little sugar and mirin at the end, and sweetstem cauliflower (some of which was PURPLE) roasted in pumpkin seed oil with cumin seeds.

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radiantfracture ([personal profile] radiantfracture) wrote2025-12-07 09:57 am
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Frivolous question - solo horror game

I am nearing completion (fingers crossed) on a little winter solstice horror game that uses solitaire as its mechanic.

You will not be surprised to learn that this is is pretty much a solo journalling game with prompts. However, the solitaire mechanic does impose (I hope, anyway) a kind of melancholy fatalism.

I have been calling the game Solitary for obvious reasons, but of course there are many many many many games on Itch alone already called Solitairy. Any thoughts on an alternate title?

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flemmings ([personal profile] flemmings) wrote2025-12-06 01:45 pm
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  This past week I've stopped taking prophylactic pain meds on days that I woke up not actually in pain. Made it through Tuesday on nothing until evening Tylenol in my sinus meds, and yesterday on nothing at all. Yesterday the thing that really hurt by day's end was my elbows, which noted. Today, well, was no longer sunny and cold: was above 0C and dank and yeah, the operated knee complained loudly. Tomorrow is friends' Christmas bash which I said I'd go to if it isn't snowing. Tomorrow will snow, of course. And their station has no elevators, which surprises me. I'd have thought all the stations north of Eglinton would, since they're now spaced over a mile apart (2 km, evidently.) Cabs cost and the dispatchers muddle the name badly so the cab goes  to somewhere way downtown and the driver gets pissed off. So I suppose I'm glad it will snow tomorrow.

In an attempt to brighten the season I bought solar operated Christmas lights from Canadian Tired. The ones I had before operated individually. These ones have a solar battery like you see on bike shares. No instructions of course. Maybe I'm supposed to turn something on, but there are no switches, and my lights don't. I am disappoint.
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oursin ([personal profile] oursin) wrote2025-12-06 03:57 pm

Deth of Siv, etc

What is this that this thing is, when, okay, one is aware of all the woozing and grumbling about the various delivery services, but here is the ROYAL MAIL being pretty bad.

Yesterday I had an email saying they had delivered a parcel.

There was no parcel.

I looked at the proof of delivery and behold, that was Not Our Front Door they were sticking it through, it was the wrong colour and one could see the corner of a glass panel (ours is solid wood).

So I went on to their site to try and delve a bit further and, my dears, it is HORRENDOUS, one suspects it is designed to make people Just Give Up.

For example, the 'contact us' link, that actually goes to a 'Help and Support' page that lists a whole range of possible contingencies that one has to sort through to discover one that matches the occasion.

And once I had come across the Advice relating to item (presumably) misdelivered to wrong address, advice was, to contact the sender.

I have no bloody idea who the sender was being as how I was not even expecting a Royal Mail delivery, have been back over my emails and texts and no, I did not receive any previous message involving that particular tracking code.

There is a passing allusion to possible scanning errors.

The only means of contacting them is by phone, and when I tried, and had made my way through the menu options, the wait to speak to a person was 50 minutes.

I am leaving all this pro tem in case a) it was misdelivered and gets put back into the system b) it never actually existed in the first place.

But, really.

And in other, perhaps more minor (?) annoyances of Modern Life, what is this thing that this thing is of 'Cooking Instructions on Back of Label'? that you then have to detach, in the hope that it will actually come off in one piece that one can actually decipher....

ETA Parcel has now turned up, either in today's post or popped through letter box by neighbour to whom it was delivered in error.... Is friend's book I was in anticipation of.

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oursin ([personal profile] oursin) wrote2025-12-06 12:36 pm

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Happy birthday, [personal profile] gillo and [personal profile] laughingrat!
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Elizabeth Perry ([personal profile] watersword) wrote2025-12-05 05:31 pm

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On this Bandcamp Friday, I have purchased the entirety of Dessa's discography; made a loaf of bread for potluck Shabbat services tonight; gone to the makerspace to continue sanding the drawer divider pieces I made with the laser cutter earlier this week; picked up my CSA box; nearly froze to death waiting for the bus home.

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Merrilee ([personal profile] merrileemakes) wrote in [site community profile] dw_community_promo2025-12-06 08:46 am
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New community: Voice in my ear

[community profile] voiceinmyear, a community to share any kind of audio-based narrative entertainment. Here you can recommend, critique, signal boost or otherwise enthuse about:
- podcasts, both fiction and non-fiction
- audiobooks
- podfics
- audio essays - YouTube or other video formats are fine as long as it can be enjoyed without visuals
- apps, platforms or websites to access or discover any of the above.

Just created and I'm keen to post some content soon, but also thrilled if anyone else wants to jump in and share some aural joy.